To give the shortest version possible, a while ago, an event of sorts(Nothing more then a set of coincidentally aligned isolated incidents) caused my head to open back up and two of the personas I used to have came back. Light and Sam. Light is everything I am currently against~ Summed up, he is chaos where I am order. Sam's quiet, thoughtful, and direct. They tried to help, but could do nothing. Recently, I had someone enter my head from the outside(Though where she came from I am unaware, and she would not tell me), and reprogram my brain. It wasn't a reprogram so much as it was a releasing of a program~ Light and Sam were the finished products of what I originally called 'leeching' though I now know that was false, but that's another story entirely. She released what i'll call a proto-mind, which is what 'leeching' was, but unlike my creations, this one was direct~ it was programmed to look for specific traits and take those traits. After a few weeks, without my knowledge, it finished and a process happened~ Once it was complete, it ripped Steven apart, taking all of the good parts it needed and leaving all of the parts it didn't, leaving me temporarily insane. Thankfully, this was in the confines of my own space. Trying to figure out a way to fix things, it resolved that the only option was to simply kill off what was left of Steven. It absorbed the rest to become the dominant persona. As it had more to it then Light or Sam, it quickly dominated. The program, due to another coincidence, ended up getting most of the necessary traits from Assassin's Creed II, and thus became an Assassin persona. Not to suggest I have any desire to kill people~ It's more of a model then an actual job, as I already told you. It worked fine and I got my life in order up until I finally went back to school, over a week later. There was too much happening at once. Between the tons of people running around and the lack of sleep, I could not keep the mental focus that the old Steven had lacked and I had worked so hard at honing. I just could not maintain it. I had another thought, right before I went to Jacob's~ What if I absorb Light and Sam too. I did not intend to, but the process started anyways. Unlike Steven, they were both absorbed wholesale~ The good and the bad. This was not an issue as I went to Jacob's house shortly after~ But getting back, I noticed something I did not before~ I am now alone. I thought that if I absorbed everything in my mind, I would fill it~ I was wrong. I feel empty. I'm this tiny body in this vast mind, and I can't do anything about it. If I could have brought them back before, I can't now, and I feel completely alone. I can't stand it. I feel a vast emptiness that i'm sure would be befitting of any standard whiny-ass emo song.