I went on a date with my ex-boyfriend tonight. We've been broken up a month and in relationship limbo, where we weren't a couple but we weren't quite unattached from each other, either. I yelled at him this afternoon over MSN and he wanted to meet me to talk. After an hour of telling me he didn't know what he wanted, he walked me home... and then I kissed him. At first I was like "oh fxxx what have I done" and so was he (in between the kissing) but then we decided to go on a date to the movies. And then back to his house, where we kissed some more. So now we've decided to try and date each other and take things slowly again... And I just hope that he really wants to do this and wasn't just blinded by lust and in the morning will be like "ahh fxxx I'm not ready for this sort of commitment."
Anyway, I just had to get that out.