I know why it's so terrible to love you. It's not only that you don't love me back. But it's the fact that for a moment, I had hope. Not that rainbow in the sky pot of gold at the end crap. But the hope that if I could love someone, then I'm not dead inside. That maybe, just maybe there was something left in my soul that I didn't kill off. And now that I feel more human. I hate it. I hate that you have become so important. And when everything conspires against me from going to you, I almost miss being nothing. Then it wouldn't bother me so much.
I want to be dead again.
I want to be dead again.
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anonymous at
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ah yes, to open the legs and let others determine our worth.
Nope.by anonymous at -
or just keep spreading our legs, that seems to workby anonymous at
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then be ''dead'' again.
at first you will feel dead, then you might feel alive from getting trought it, and thats when he might pop back or another guy might be right in front of you.
whatever you do, i believe you cant be dead for long, we always evolve, even around the bad things.by anonymous at
