Hi Ana22,

Oh dear, we are in eating disorder territory! These profound illnesses are both treatable and fatal, and will sap you of energy, your looks, your youth, and eventually your life. No one loves someone who is all skin and bone.

Besides, what the heck is up with you? Why would not eating make someone interested in you? Why are you so dependent on them? That's unfair... to them.

This counter-logical thought process stems from your illness. Your best bet is to talk to a doctor, nurse, or counsellor about your options.

Yours,