If I could go back in time, I'd tell myself a few things.

1. don't jerk him off.....he's not dead
2. for the love of god, don't jerk him off!!!
3. seriously. don't jerk him off. people will talk about it for the rest of your life....trust me... you'll be known as that faggot weirdo who touches people when no one is looking.... like i said before, he's not dead and touching his cock won't bring him back to life anyways.