i am bored , don't like my work , dreaming of another career but i don't have the courage to shift and risk especially i am not young enough to try i think , i am 26 yrs , it shouldn't be that way , 26 is not that old but i am totally procrastinated , i have alot of dreams about alot of things , that is a problem because when u dream of alot and achieve few it is depressing , my spiritual life is not the way i want it to be , my social life is not what i dream of , instead of doing something many days i spend doing nothing just watching tv , omg , totally depressing , day after day pass away and it is the same so it become harder and harder in my mind to change , actually i don't know what is the problem , but there is a problem i know , people around me see me a successful man , yeah to alot of people i am more than good , but for me no i am not that good i am moderate . the surprise that i have the plan to become better but no actions , life is going on and i am letting it goes the way it does