It's sick, it's the second time that it takes me more than 4 months to get over you. I want to be over you! I don't want to be afraid when other men come close! I don't want to fear relationships! Damn, why did I fool myself twice, and let you bring me down by breaking up this thing we had just before it got serious TWICE?
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Just don't close off completely and think that somehow you're to blame. I did that for literally years, only to discover I had been so wrong about him. The only thing we can never get back in life is time lost. Good luck to you.by Nell at
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Thanks for the comment Nell. I kinda sorted out what happend the second time, he was 3 months out of a relationship where she sorta had a boyfriend, so she cheated with him on the other guy, and they still had contact (I found that out later) when the thing between us began again after two years of silence. So I think he wasn't over her. I'll try to remember that not everybody is trying to break my heart ;) And maybe someday I'll open up to someone who's worth it, but untill then I think I'll remain a little closed just in case ..by orignal poster dutchie at
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It's hard though Nell. It's hard. I have been hurt a few times myself and each time it takes away a little something. but thank you for the encouragement, it's nice to hear.by *girl at
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Don't let it make you fear relationships in general. Try to sort through what happened and realize everyone is different and not everyone is out to harm your heart.by Nell at
