My best friend is a godsend. He keeps me centered. But is that enough? I am at his house right now, but when I get home, it's going to be the same old shxx...my life really isn't even that bad, but yet I still manage to get angry at every little thing and I have this little voice in the back of my head that tells me to be an ass. I'm trying to obtain a punching bag, so that I may vent, but my mom said that we'll get it "When I have the time" which will be three weeks from never. I'm a failure at school, because I have a massive brain and don't know what to fxxxing do with it. Every paper I do, I ace, but the problem is that most of the time, I don't even do the work. I'm trying to fix it, but when I focus on school, home goes to shxx, and vice versa. I'm trying to pull a juggling act with way too many balls, and it's failing! I don't even want to go home! How am I supposed to manage this? On the plus side, i've got a best friend that's there for me, a girlfriend that loves me, and.....that's it. And I can onl