"im having and argument in my head with reason and lust. I fxxxING WANT HIM so bad and he knows it. knows i will fxxx him and he knows how bad he is using me (i hope) but he doesn't know that secretly i want more from him the sex i want to watch movies with him and kiss him on the cheek and go out to diner and be in love but then i don't know if i want that from him or just anyone. i have been waiting around for him to like me hoping that every time i see him he will be like hey i really really like you. but the reason part of me knows he never will. and i hate it"
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If you ever need a friend as I told you, I am here. do not doubt about calling me. NOTHING I Said is a lie, I just can't live like this anymore.by anonymous at
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What argument are you having? Nothing will happen between us. Simply because I don't like games. I am tired of this yes, not, maybe. Keep doing whatever you do with your life. I try to a least remain friends, keep the contact, being honest. You have to be honest with at least with yourself. I'll fine. I am certianly not go out of my way to even talk to you anymore. A person that can't even call for valentine's Day or give a friend a simply present. Mystery and distance can only work for a limited period of time. I have way too much that I have to worry about. My future, my schooling. My life is pending and the person that want to be by my side has to be willing to support and help to become.by anonymous at
