I sit here again thinking of a boy who's mind I probably never cross. He broke up with me in January for another girl. I'm sure another guy would've believed me when I said I wanted to make things right. He would've helped me find a new job, ease my anxieties about starting college, and would've fxxxing BEEN THERE, right? Yeah, probably. But I found a job by myself, I started school by myself and continued to get good grades regardless of the fact that he left me. And slowly I have learned that I don't need a guy to be happy. I mean, I have known this.... but just having someone there is nice at times. Anyways. I don't know where I'm going with this.... but I'll be okay. My life is okay. Slowly I am working towards the future I want for myself. You all should too. And yeah, sometimes he appears in my dreams, and I wonder what it would be like to have him back in my life again, but that's me only hoping. Goodnight.
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i so badly needed to hear this... i also remember when he broke it off with me this wave of relief that rushed through me... and i remember crying a little bit but smiling about everything that had happened. we did have a good thing. but hey! anyway... thanks for posting this. it's something i needed to hear and remember. :)by anonymous
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I'm so happy for you! So proud of you!
I've done this, more than once. It's takes a lot of strength. but the joy you feel when you look around and realize you are doing well, you have made it on your own you have let go and you are happy is an amazing feeling and a feeling you will never lose. And someday you'll find someone to stay by yourside and you'll be that much more happy because of everything you have been through. ... this post made me feel all warm inside, it's nice to remember the feeling you are currently having!by anonymous at
