"My parents told me that when I was little I tied the physicaly retarded kid’s shoelaces together. I don’t even remmember it. I almost got expelled. I think that I did it because I was jealous of the attention he got.

There was this one time I tied a girl up and came in her and she didn’t want to be tied up. Or get pregnant. But she didn’t say anything and we were having sex before. I think she was lying. I wish that I used a condom.

It sounds worse every time I say it.

I’m bisexual and homeless and can’t work a job for more that a week. I steal everything. Gay people think that I’m homophobic. I live with my parents." if this is true you have a lot to think about it and it seems like you have to time to do it. at the same time, it also appears to me that your actions weight heavyly on you. That is already a good start and hopefully this will cease your ways.