"’m convinced that I’m sending myself into insanity. I sit in my room, listen to music, draw and write. I don’t talk to anyone, eat, or anything. I’m disgustingly thin and I’m starting to write some crazy stuff. The sad part is my parents don’t care." I isolate myself at times too. as you I don't do much. But, I tried to have contact with people that mean the most to be. I try to force myself to eat, to wak e up. to take a shower, breath clean air. I know that you must be going through something very difficult for you. However, force yourself to wake up, have some healthy interation, eat. When you do all this you will see that you will find yourself stronger to face the world. Writing is such a beautiful hobby. Survive for all those writer who did not. feed the soul of many who are also desperated.