Me and him are the epitome of irony. which I am afraid means we will never be together, if we can even ever be ok with each other. I just realized how important you are and was just hit with my overdue guilt. You tolerated and continued to be nice to me after I did that, and now that I realized how awful what i did was, you have moved on. I am sorry. And I probably don't deserve you. But I still wish I could tell you and fix this and just be good.