your probably reading this, sometime. i dont know if i can be with you when all you do is stress me out. every little thing too. i dont want to go through it anymore. i dont deserve it,but i am in love with you. i dont think i could EVER leave you, but i want to. JUST so that i wont cry every day. your so different than you were before and i dont know what to do anymore but to cry...and cry