I'm suddenly very unhappy. There's a lump in my throat, tears in my eyes, and no one around who cares.
I got so caught up in my life back home. I was happy! I loved my friends, my job, my life. Things here are so different from what they were. I was happy last summer, and then last year was wonderful. But this summer beat everything I have ever had, and now I'm feeling like this year won't compare. I miss how things were even a month ago. In all the excitement of the past couple weeks it was easy to push away these thoughts. Now I've become disillusioned about the year to come. Nothing about it lived up to the idea of it I had in my head and hence I am now unhappy with what is and missing what was.
Very unhappy. Unjustifiably so because by all standards things now are great.
I really, really just want to go home.
I got so caught up in my life back home. I was happy! I loved my friends, my job, my life. Things here are so different from what they were. I was happy last summer, and then last year was wonderful. But this summer beat everything I have ever had, and now I'm feeling like this year won't compare. I miss how things were even a month ago. In all the excitement of the past couple weeks it was easy to push away these thoughts. Now I've become disillusioned about the year to come. Nothing about it lived up to the idea of it I had in my head and hence I am now unhappy with what is and missing what was.
Very unhappy. Unjustifiably so because by all standards things now are great.
I really, really just want to go home.
by
anonymous at
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Life is like that, Just b.c it was so beautifully perfect it doesn't mean the rest of life is dull by comparison. It should excite and inspire you that there IS more. There are possibilities. Look at the past with joy not sadness. They should be tender, fond recollections of this time not a bitter regret for what you don't have. The moment is yours. And when the moment isn't, borrow back those memories. Good luck to you,
and someone cares. Thank you for making me think about someone besides myself tonight. =]by S. at
