We buried you today. And now you're being rained on and I have never been this scared in my whole life. Why did you have to be so stupid? Heroine? Are you serious? We need you...and you left us. I don't understand...did it feel good? Did it take the pain away? Are you happy where you are? Because now I can't sleep and hearing the dirt being tossed on your casket today solidified the fact that I'm not ready to let you go...miss you. love you. always.