i wish i felt close to you again.
i can feel you drifting away... your so mad at me, i know how you hold grudges. But dont you understand, i am not going to be the one to ruin your life? You have so much potential and i see it. how could i possibly let that go? You are your parents last hope- i do not want to be the one to dissapoint.

yet, none of this matters. you are still mad. and that's what hurts.

i love you.