holy shxx....well i never had really gone out with a guy, sure there were people who i was technically going out with, but we never really did anything. and then he comes in all charming and hot and wonderful with his 17 year old charms (i'm 14) and his nice car, and i knew he was a manwhoar, but i went out with him anyways. we broke up, cuz he wanted to go out with a girl who was going out with one of my old crushes, which now has broken that friends heart. and i kissed my other friend in my other friend who apparently likes me's living room. we are technically going out. but, a few days before that, another manwhoar set me on a double date with his friend from another school. i went anyways even after i started going out with the other guy, and instead of me falling for that guy, the friend kisses me and we end up getting halfway through 3rd base with his friend watching and occasionally joining in. now he kinda likes me (i'm not sure) and were kinda cheating. and the friend whos heart was broken wants me back, but i met him, and i'm not physically attracted to him at all. and i think i'm starting to develop feelings for not only the guy i cheated with, but the friend who's house i kissed my friend in who likes. but now hes got a bf. and my ex and his new gf are engaged. all of these guys are 17, i'm 14. and no one at my school thinks i've even ever had a bf. i dont know what i want, and i'm super confused. and 2 of my old friends might be developing feeling for me and keep on sending me mixed signals. one of them tried to make me hand rape them on halloween, then stopped and said it was just a random horniness thing, and the other started randomlly talking to me like 2 months ago on fb after a few years of hate. i'm super confused. and just needed to let it out. oh, and the girl i used to like might like me back now. yeah, complicated.