Whisperz http://www.whisperz.org Share secrets, thoughts, and wishes with the world. en-us Sun, 22 Apr 2007 04:00:00 GMT Sun, 22 Apr 2007 09:41:01 GMT whisperzmail at gmail.com If you havin' girl problems I feel bad for you son. I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one. http://whisperz.org/posts/101027 http://whisperz.org/posts/101027 Thu, 11 Mar 2010 13:26:33 GMT I remember standing out on the deck of the ferry in the breeze, watching the sun set with two friends. One was regaling the other with a story about how I'd gotten so drunk the previous week, I started referring to myself in the third person before passing out. I was hearing this story for the first time myself and, without even thinking, asked, "What name did I refer to myself as?" ... http://whisperz.org/posts/101026 http://whisperz.org/posts/101026 Thu, 11 Mar 2010 00:30:53 GMT Well, thats one less problem to deal with. Now life just got alot easier http://whisperz.org/posts/101025 http://whisperz.org/posts/101025 Thu, 11 Mar 2010 00:11:55 GMT Even after all these months, I still worry about him. I wish I could be with him (more). But I know it wouldn't be good for either of us... http://whisperz.org/posts/101024 http://whisperz.org/posts/101024 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 23:23:06 GMT The longest I've ever been 'with' someone was a nine months long not-relationship. I was 14, she was 15; neither of us knew we were attracted to girls back then. But we behaved like a couple, felt like one, talked like one, argued like one. The only thing we never did was kiss, or think of it as any more than friendship. But right now, neither of us denies we were attracted to each other. I, personally, can now safely admit I was head over heels for her, and reading letters and things I wrote back then, I have no idea how I never noticed. We even had a sort-of official 'break-up', she told me she didn't want to be that close anymore, and even though I knew it was for the best, it took me almost a whole year to get over her. Now, she's truly my best friend, and there's nothing left there. I somehow feel like she's a part of me, like a twin sister or something, even though we're so different. I don't know why I'm telling this. I guess I just needed to tell someone about it. I don't know if she ever comes on here. So if you're reading this, hello there, you know who I am. http://whisperz.org/posts/101023 http://whisperz.org/posts/101023 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 18:17:17 GMT I don't think I've ever fantasized so much about anyone. http://whisperz.org/posts/101022 http://whisperz.org/posts/101022 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 17:58:04 GMT his mood swings dictate everything - he's never violent but life has to revolve around him. I know life doesn't revolve around me either but there has to be a balance. At 18, I can't just run around trying to fit my dad in when it suits him - i have my own life, accept that. http://whisperz.org/posts/101021 http://whisperz.org/posts/101021 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 15:11:28 GMT "Remembering Your touch Your kiss Your warm embrace I'll find my way back to you If you'll be waiting I've longed for you And I have desired To see your face, your smile To be with you wherever you are" http://whisperz.org/posts/101019 http://whisperz.org/posts/101019 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 13:02:53 GMT Lots of kids get pregnant at church camp. I almost sawed my arm off. On purpose. http://whisperz.org/posts/101018 http://whisperz.org/posts/101018 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 10:54:59 GMT "I'm not a junkie for your love I'm not a junkie I'm not a junkie for your love I'm not a junkie..." http://whisperz.org/posts/101016 http://whisperz.org/posts/101016 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 02:15:47 GMT Sometimes, I just want to cry. http://whisperz.org/posts/101015 http://whisperz.org/posts/101015 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 01:53:05 GMT Whenever I hang out with two of my best friends (who are both female) and a good male friend of mine, he has no problems about touching the other two girls. He has picked one of them up, chased both of them, and has grabbed one around the waist with his legs. Yet, he's never once willingly touched me like he has my friends. He'll talk to me a lot, ask me to help him when he lifts weights, but he'll never touch me willingly, or at least it seems. Does that mean he finds me unattractive, or he has hots for both my friends (even though one is his ex-girlfriend and the other one has a boyfriend)? Or that he just doesn't feel comfortable around me? I'm just wondering why he would ignore me in that way, compared to my friends. http://whisperz.org/posts/101013 http://whisperz.org/posts/101013 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 20:54:59 GMT Is it that hard to at least leave me a text or a messege of some sort? Thanks for making feel like nothing. Busy or not, at least I tried. http://whisperz.org/posts/101012 http://whisperz.org/posts/101012 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 20:02:06 GMT In my mind, I have one "Meant to be" One girl that I would do anything for, that I want to be with forever. In college, we're going to be together, and I can't wait~ Till then I have to deal with two other girls , both who see me as their "Meant to be" http://whisperz.org/posts/101010 http://whisperz.org/posts/101010 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 14:55:05 GMT LOST is my escape right now. Wish I was running around the jungle shootin' peeps. http://whisperz.org/posts/101008 http://whisperz.org/posts/101008 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 02:05:57 GMT One way or another..I'm gonna find him. I'm gonna get him.GET him.GET HIM! http://whisperz.org/posts/101007 http://whisperz.org/posts/101007 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 02:05:22 GMT Baby if you give it to me...I'll give it to you. http://whisperz.org/posts/101006 http://whisperz.org/posts/101006 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 02:04:50 GMT He has a girlfriend. But she came after me. Still doesn't make it right. My thing is, he still messes with me on the side--he's having his cake and eating it too! I hate him. http://whisperz.org/posts/101005 http://whisperz.org/posts/101005 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 02:04:28 GMT He's just such a douche. But I still want him? http://whisperz.org/posts/101004 http://whisperz.org/posts/101004 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 02:03:41 GMT We broke up. I want to be friends with you, but if all you want to do is bad mouth me then I suppose I can do the same. The only difference is when I do it, it's effective~ http://whisperz.org/posts/101002 http://whisperz.org/posts/101002 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 00:22:47 GMT Is it bad that I laughed when I saw the words "cum laude" on my college's website and thought it was some dirty joke? (and laughed?) http://whisperz.org/posts/100997 http://whisperz.org/posts/100997 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 21:52:32 GMT You are NOT being fair. Don't guilt trip me. http://whisperz.org/posts/100989 http://whisperz.org/posts/100989 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 19:43:53 GMT Today I thought to my self, I rather be remembered as a murderer then forgotten as a hero. Does that make me a monster? http://whisperz.org/posts/100987 http://whisperz.org/posts/100987 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 19:10:07 GMT You cannot know how sorry I am that I am not there with you now. Sure it's not up to me atm, but I still feel like it's my fault that I'm missing out on so much. Don't blame yourself about making the plans that aren't coming to be. http://whisperz.org/posts/100985 http://whisperz.org/posts/100985 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 10:09:48 GMT http://search.japantimes.co.jp/cgi-bin/eo20090908rt.html http://www.earthtimes.org/articles/show/301353,india-japan-pledge-commitment-to-eliminating-nuclear-weapons.html#ixzz0hZm3wTVD http://www.earthtimes.org/articles/show/301353,india-japan-pledge-commitment-to-eliminating-nuclear-weapons.html http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_parties_to_the_Comprehensive_Nuclear-Test-Ban_Treaty http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Japanese_nuclear_weapon_program http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Japanese_Nuclear_Safety_Commission Don't ask, it's for a project. http://whisperz.org/posts/100981 http://whisperz.org/posts/100981 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 03:57:20 GMT I want to give up. I honestly don't see this going anywhere. I don't know why I'm here. http://whisperz.org/posts/100979 http://whisperz.org/posts/100979 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 03:36:30 GMT i am an 18 year old girl. i've never been on a date. the farthest i've gotten with a guy is holding hands. i hate my life. http://whisperz.org/posts/100978 http://whisperz.org/posts/100978 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 00:34:21 GMT If you had four months of free time, and very little money, what would you do? http://whisperz.org/posts/100976 http://whisperz.org/posts/100976 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 00:22:56 GMT I'm sorry I haven't called you.... I just.... don't know what to say if I did. I know you've got a lot going on, what with the move and all... But... I just don't know right now... http://whisperz.org/posts/100975 http://whisperz.org/posts/100975 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 20:37:25 GMT heavens. after last week too... http://whisperz.org/posts/100974 http://whisperz.org/posts/100974 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 18:48:20 GMT i wish i could forget your number. poof vanish. would make everything soo much easier. i just have to develop a distaste. dang, i thought i could do it and not get caught up. obviously not. http://whisperz.org/posts/100973 http://whisperz.org/posts/100973 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 18:31:44 GMT The phonesex was never that great. i didn't fall in love. just captive. obsessive. desperate. time to end it. i have to. it's time. gahhh. http://whisperz.org/posts/100972 http://whisperz.org/posts/100972 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 18:29:29 GMT everyone has overtaken me. i thought i could count on YOU. http://whisperz.org/posts/100971 http://whisperz.org/posts/100971 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 17:37:25 GMT i'm sad, i havent been this sad in such a long time.... you left me here, and it makes me angry, i've taken it out on those closest to me, and now theyve left me too... im angry bitter and just sad. i dont know how to be happy anymore. http://whisperz.org/posts/100969 http://whisperz.org/posts/100969 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 05:25:15 GMT My friend argues that he needs absolutely no one, not family, friends, teachers, or anyone. I argued passionately against him, citing that humans need others, biologically, anthropologically...it's our biological mission as animals to reproduce. You're fifteen, you think dying is better than being twenty, and college unnecessary. What makes you think that when you say you need absolutely no one that you are right? And why would you hurt us so? http://whisperz.org/posts/100966 http://whisperz.org/posts/100966 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 23:33:48 GMT Oh god. Me and my best friend kissed last night! I don't know what to do. I like her, but she has a boyfriend but he lives about 3 hours away... I don't know what to do!! http://whisperz.org/posts/100963 http://whisperz.org/posts/100963 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 19:31:37 GMT Oh..... I get it now. Depriving yourself of sensation will point out all the things you missed. http://whisperz.org/posts/100957 http://whisperz.org/posts/100957 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 14:59:52 GMT Am I still allowed to be annoyed at American arrogance if i'm American? http://whisperz.org/posts/100954 http://whisperz.org/posts/100954 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 14:32:57 GMT im 17, he's 25 we're really good mates and go out clubbing a lot, but im actually starting to fall for him...unfortunately he has a girlfriend. agh http://whisperz.org/posts/100951 http://whisperz.org/posts/100951 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 14:20:48 GMT I hate her http://whisperz.org/posts/100950 http://whisperz.org/posts/100950 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 12:38:07 GMT "'Cause suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. ...and you can do the same thing if you choose." http://whisperz.org/posts/100949 http://whisperz.org/posts/100949 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 09:29:47 GMT I would give almost anything for you to come over and watch The Oscars with me. http://whisperz.org/posts/100948 http://whisperz.org/posts/100948 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 00:22:44 GMT lol so liek wut is up? http://whisperz.org/posts/100947 http://whisperz.org/posts/100947 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 00:06:19 GMT Love is like a dying ember And only memories remain And through the ages I'll remember Blue eyes crying in the rain http://whisperz.org/posts/100945 http://whisperz.org/posts/100945 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 17:32:37 GMT "A loaded gun, a happy smile, he'll scope the freeway for awhile King of the world, four hundred rounds, it took five hours to bring him down" http://whisperz.org/posts/100944 http://whisperz.org/posts/100944 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 12:47:44 GMT soon i discovered that this rock thing was true jerry lee lewis was the devil jesus was an architect previous to his career as a prophet all of a sudden, i found myself in love with the world so there was only one thing that i could do was ding a ding dang my dang a long ling long http://whisperz.org/posts/100943 http://whisperz.org/posts/100943 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 12:20:07 GMT Ya know, I've never been nervous around girls. I've never stalled on my words, or tried to hide myself when someone was around, but I must say, when Zelda girl is around, I can't even talk. http://whisperz.org/posts/100941 http://whisperz.org/posts/100941 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 11:46:02 GMT I hate boyfriends. They get in the way of me sleeping with their girlfriends. That is all. http://whisperz.org/posts/100937 http://whisperz.org/posts/100937 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 09:57:57 GMT I know I'm on the rebound when I start to find all the men who I usually consider arrogant jerk-offs considerably attractive... I hate my self-destructive streak :( http://whisperz.org/posts/100936 http://whisperz.org/posts/100936 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 08:40:33 GMT Yes, I love you too. http://whisperz.org/posts/100935 http://whisperz.org/posts/100935 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 07:33:14 GMT