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You have nothing to be afraid of except for the unknown. Even scarier is that you may regret never getting close to them again. Put aside your fears and realize your happiness. Take a chance.
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I'm afraid to get close to you again. But what scares me even more is realizing how miserable I am without you and seeing how much I really need you in my life.
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Me and him are the epitome of irony. which I am afraid means we will never be together, if we can even ever be ok with each other. I just realized how important you are and was just hit with my overdue guilt. You tolerated and continued to be nice to me after I did that, and now that I realized how awful what i did was, you have moved on. I am sorry. And I probably don't deserve you. But I still wish I could tell you and fix this and just be good.
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That's a heck of a dilemma, and I'm afraid I'm in the same boat.
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I'm afraid of this too. Maybe when you are hugging your pillow tonight (do you do this too?) you can pretend it's me and I'll pretend it's you. In this way, maybe we can feel a slight connection, and look forward to the day when we both have our wish...
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Sometimes I fear that my capacity for love is finite and that at the tender age of 20, I've given too much of myself to people who did not know how to appreciate who I am. And now, I am jaded and too afraid to make that leap again, whether it be towards a platonic or romantic relationship.
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i'm afraid i'll never know what it's like to fall asleep in the arms of someone who loves me... heck, anyone at all.
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If I had the guts, I'd tell you that we let too much get in the way before, we let our insecurities ruin things, we didn't try hard enough and we were so afraid to lose one another that we did . Instead, I'll just happily sit near you, watching a movie, and looking at you from the corner of my eye...hoping.
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To Demon in Love and T. I was the one that was going to ask the girl out yesterday. Thanks for showing an interest, but I'm afraid it didn't go so well. She's very shy and withdrawn, which is part of the reason I like her so much. But I've had a terrible time reading her, I don't know what she is thinking at all beneath the surface. Still, I thought all the signs were there, but when I asked her, all I got was, "Can I think about it?"
So now I'm at a loss. There is no answer, even when I talk to her now, not a "yes" or a "no", just the same old ambiguity but without any sense of hope to support it. I feel a little winded right now... T_T
I don't know what to do next, talking to her is a little hard because things feel awkward now.
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Don't worry, I know you're just running because you're really afraid that no one is going to chase after you, even when you want it. I'm not stopping, I'm not quitting, I'm not giving up. I promise.
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I haven't told any friends about this site, largely because I'm afraid they'll know my secrets when they see them...
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I believe he is afraid to take a chance on us, and so I am going to be dead soon so he won't have a chance to break my heart again, he will be devastated but he had his chance, no more chances for him. posted July 11, 2008 7:56 pm (Goes with I have loved him for 12 years)
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I bought a toy to my dog, but he is afraid of it.
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There's something out my window. I'm not afraid of it, but it wants to come in. It's dark out there, but the window is cracked and the closed blinds clatter as its breath comes in. Tappity, tappity, tappity...
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I'm deathly afraid of the future.
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Anyone up for a meme?
2. What's your full name ?
Lauralaur, the malicious dictator of the Unseelie Court (nyahaha)
3. What are you most afraid of ?
Silarial and my boss.
4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen in a theater?
Wanted (piece of crap)
5. Place of birth? Hitler's freaking bunker, where else?
No, a hospital.
6. Favorite Food?
Ehh.. I like paskeddy and meatballs...
7. What's your natural hair color ?
Dark brown with blond natural highlights, same as the person who I got this from! Wee!
8. Ever been to Alaska ?
Yeah, when I was two, but I don't remember a thing.
9. Ever been toilet paper rolling ? Umm... what is this? TPing someone's house??
10. Love someone so much it made you cry? Ahh... no.
11. Been in a car accident? Nope! Can't even drive yet!
12. Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons, because bacon bits are made of PEOPLE!!
13. Favorite day of the week? Saturday, fo' sho.
14. Favorite restaurant? Hong Kong Star in Torrington!
15. Favorite Flower? Dogwood blossoms!
16. Favorite sport to watch? CRICKET!!
17. Favorite drink? Diet anything!
18. What is your favorite ice cream? Anything but vanilla!
19. Disney or Warner Brothers? Neither! I choose Holly Black (if that can be done.)
20. Ever been on a ship? Yes, and I didn't get sick the whole time, unlike the rest of my family! I was very proud at age 8.
21. What color is your bedroom carpet? A crap gray-blue.
22. How many times did you fail your driver's test? Never taken it before!
23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? I don't have e-mail, I like to scream at people!
24. What do you do when you are bored ? Read Ironside for the umpteenth time!! Or maybe run arond quoting it at people, or look for inside jokes in the cereal aisle!
25. Bedtime? I don't have one, but not because my parents are lenient... *shifty eyes*
26. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest ? E-mail? What is this thing of which you speak!?
27. Who is the person that you are most curious to see their responses? My dog, 'cause he doesn't exist! That's some trick... 28. Favorite TV show? Umm... I don't watch TV... my favorite book is Ironside though...
29. Last person you went to dinner with? My brother/dad/mom.
30. Favorite time of year? WINTER!! THE SEASON FOR CORONATIONS!! *heart attack*
31. What are your favorite colors ? Blue and silver.
32. How many tattoos do you have? Only the one of a snake on my left arm...
33. How many pets do you have? One, it is a pet peeve.
34. What do you want to do before you die? Find a kelpie. Actually, that's how I want TO die..
35. Have you ever been to Hawaii ? Yes, while in vitro. It was really warm and humid. Sticky even.
36. Have you been to countries outside the U.S. ? Well, Canada...
37. How many people are you sending this e-mail to ? I don't have an e-mail. I will send it in an acorn.
38. What are you looking forward to this year? Stalking my old Spanish teacher. (the DeRosinator is back!)
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Humans are lonely by natural. If you don’t believe me then observe nature and see that we are one of the few mammals that are born one at the time. Live is self discovery. However you look like is your personal treat. If these treats affect us physically you can seek changes to improve. But, know that changes will not make you happy. Happiness is a stage of mind. Your mind is confused by drugs, insecurity and abuse. You can eliminate two of these and that will make a huge difference in your perspective. You would not find yourself until you don’t stop numbing your authenticity. I know that being shy is so hard in this modern society. But, if you seek in the right places you will find the people you need. Maybe not lots of people yet people that will stay in your long life forever. If you don’t love yourself with your 4 inches penis then who would? They don’t love you if your penis was 8 inches long either if you don’t love yourself. Open up to your family. Forgive yourself, your father, search for peace because it seems to me that you have everything else. Do you know that bald is the new sexy? I think you missed that fax.
You have to sell yourself at a high price and other will buy you for even more. But what you will gain with loving yourself is priceless. Please remember that many people do like you even though you are too stoned to see it (put that marijuana down). Live with passion, open up and eat the world. Don’t let the world eat you. If you think that you can’t fight this depression solo ask for help don’t be afraid you will be surprise of what you get only if you ask. I think that it was very honorable of you not to have sex with that girl. You will see that when you do have that experience it will be more worth it. Marijuana is not addictive you can stop whether you want. I see that there are many serious issues that happened in your life and you had not healed from them. Please, seek help if you can’t deal with them in your own. There is love for everyone. You deserve it and own it.
With so much love
me
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i love you... and i'm not waiting to say it because i'm afraid, because it's too soon, because i think you don't love me back. i'm waiting to say it because i don't think you are quite ready to jump into "love" again. i'll wait up. i'm patient.
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lets play this game.
2. What's your full name ? Biba /
3. What are you most afraid of ? apathy/
4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen in a Theater Zolan (bad choice) /
5. Place of birth? In a hosptial /
6. Favorite Food I like rice and fruits
7. What's your natural hair color ? dark brown with blond natural highlights ( boring and bit dull) /
8. Ever been to Alaska ? No /
9. Ever been toilet paper rolling -? Nei, but Looking forward to /
10. Love someone so much it made you cry? I love everyone, but I cry don't different reasons /
11. Been in a car accident A minor car accident thank God/
12. Croutons or bacon bits? None/
13. Favorite day of the week? My beloved lazy Sundays/
14. Favorite restaurant? Right now, Shoulwaman (Middle eastern place)/
15. Favorite Flower Sunflowers
16. Favorite sport to watch? Soccer /
17. Favorite drink? Smoothies /
18. What is your favorite ice cream? Vanilla /
19. Disney or Warner Brothers?
I am a Disney girl
20. Ever been on a ship? I was. I have to say scary stuff /
21. What color is your bedroom carpet? I don't like carpets /
22. How many times did you fail your driver's test? N/P /
23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? Victoria secret maybe? /
24. What do you do when you are bored ? Depend on the occasion /
25. Bedtime Very late now. C C what a questions! /
26. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest ? good question...!!?? /
27. Who is the person that you are most curious to see their responses? My dog, he can't type or talk. /
28. Favorite TV show The News from DW or CNN? 29. /
Last person you went to dinner with a friend or step-father and my Mom ( I can't remember which)/
30. Favorite time of year? Spring /
31. What are your favorite colors ? Blue, red and green /
32. How many tattoos do you have ? I don't have any ink on my skin/
33. How many pets do you have? Too many. Well, a dog, a parrot, a turtle, some pigeons and a bird that I just adopted. ( and my best friend who is my favorite and the cutest) They are all my children /
34. What do you want to do before you die? Eat, sleep, write, work, love, smile, sing, paint, swim, dance, live, change the world, find a wormwhole!, discover some cures, steal the sunshine, kiss the moon, write the most beautiful story, learn my path, have a family, help others, help myself, clothe and feed myslef, be total free etc... etc ( I confeess I am full of ambitions)/
35. Have you ever been to Hawaii ? Not yet /
36. Have you been to countries outside the U.S. ? Like, yesss, I was born outside of it./
37. How many people are you sending this e-mail to ? Who knows 38. What are you looking forward to this year? Taking my life por los cuernos ( stand on my own two feet)
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lets play this game.
2. What's your full name ?
Biba
3. What are you most afraid of ?
apathy
4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen in a Theater
Zolan (bad choice)
5. Place of birth
In a hosptial
6. Favorite Food
I like rice and fruits
7. What's your natural hair color ?
dark brown with blond natural highlights ( boring and bit dull)
8. Ever been to Alaska ?
No
9. Ever been toilet paper rolling -?
Nei, but Looking forward to
10. Love someone so much it made you cry?
I love everyone, but I cry don't different reasons
11. Been in a car accident
A minor car accident thank God
12. Croutons or bacon bits
None
13. Favorite day of the week
My beloved lazy Sundays
14. Favorite restaurant
Right now, Shoulwaman (Middle eastern place)
15. Favorite Flower
Sunflowers
16. Favorite sport to watch
Soccer
17. Favorite drink
Smoothies
18. What is your favorite ice cream?
Vanilla
19. Disney or Warner Brothers
I am a Disney girl
20. Ever been on a ship?
I was. I have to say scary stuff
21. What color is your bedroom carpet?
I don't like carpets
22. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
N/P
23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail
Victoria secret maybe?
24. What do you do when you are bored ?
Depend on the occasion
25. Bedtime
Very late now. C C what a questions!
26. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest ?
good question...!!??
27. Who is the person that you are most curious to see their responses?
My dog, he can't type or talk.
28. Favorite TV show
The News from DW or CNN?
29. Last person you went to dinner with
a friend or step-father and my Mom ( I can't remember which)
30. Favorite time of year?
Spring
31. What are your favorite colors ?
Blue, red and green
32. How many tattoos do you have ?
I don't have any ink on my skin
33. How many pets do you have?
Too many. Well, a dog, a parrot, a turtle, some pigeons and a bird that I just adopted. ( and my best friend who is my favorite and the cutest) They are all my children
34. What do you want to do before you die?
Eat, sleep, write, work, love, smile, sing, paint, swim, dance, live, change the world, find a wormwhole!, discover some cures, steal the sunshine, kiss the moon, write the most beautiful story, learn my path, have a family, help others, help myself, clothe and feed myslef, be total free etc... etc ( I confeess I am full of ambitions)
35. Have you ever been to Hawaii ?
Not yet
36. Have you been to countries outside the U.S. ?
Like, yesss, I was born outside of it.
37. How many people are you sending this e-mail to ?
Who knows
38. What are you looking forward to this year?
Taking my life por los cuernos ( stand on my own two feet)
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