I know this "just friends" thing comes easy to you but for me, not so much. We never were much more than friends but I still care about you more than anyone ever could. I can take a joke, but please don't tell me you love me unless you really do.

It is not your job to make anyone happy. Happiness comes from inside.
You will feel it once you “stop staring at your deformed leg.” Your main problem is that you care too much what people think and you had based yourself images in their own insecurities. STOP IT- Instead of wanting to make people happy- Determine to find your own happiness and everything else after that will change. Look at your “handsome leg” and advertise to the world. Work in your issues. You have a lot of potential that you are wasting away because you are lazy; have too much insecurities and personal accommodation. All that angry, envy, bitterness, resentment is what is making you unhappy. Wake Up and forgive. Happiness is not a constant. But peace of mind should be a habit and I can see that you don’t have it. Throw away everything that is not worth it in your life and start from zero. Reevaluate your life. Do the things that are harder to do and you will see how your life will change for the better. Your feelings will change. I know this because of my own experiences. Become a new man GROW UP AND STOP BEING SUCH A TIPYCAL AMERICAN. SEEK CHANGES.

"Hero" ya all!
Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

There are ways to mitigate the effects of periods through careful life-management. Look into it.

"’m convinced that I’m sending myself into insanity. I sit in my room, listen to music, draw and write. I don’t talk to anyone, eat, or anything. I’m disgustingly thin and I’m starting to write some crazy stuff. The sad part is my parents don’t care." I isolate myself at times too. as you I don't do much. But, I tried to have contact with people that mean the most to be. I try to force myself to eat, to wak e up. to take a shower, breath clean air. I know that you must be going through something very difficult for you. However, force yourself to wake up, have some healthy interation, eat. When you do all this you will see that you will find yourself stronger to face the world. Writing is such a beautiful hobby. Survive for all those writer who did not. feed the soul of many who are also desperated.

It's true, thinking logically about a situation helps. Of course it's not always easy to do. But if you can, step back and realize that being confident and secure in yourself does a whole lot more for you than paranoia or jealousy. I'm not saying don't be protective, it's good to show that you care, but don't take it too far.

All my life, the people I've cared most about end up leaving me. My secret? After college, I'm packing my bags, moving out of the city, and leaving everything behind. It's my turn.

The world doesn't care that you're young. It's going to fxxx you over sometimes just like it does everyone else. Just remember that you can't change the past, but the future is within your control. Make it what your past never was.

I had a dream it was the night before Christmas and we hadn't done anything. There were no decorations, no movies, etc. Noone seemed to care expect me. I woke up with tears in my eyes. I hated how my family just ignored Christmas in the dream and how possible it is to happen in real life.

I have a date today and I am so nervous. I've never met the guy, he's a friend of a friend who I've talked to a lot on the phone and on the net. He's told me he likes me and he likes talking to me etc and we decided to meet. I'm just scared that I'm getting too attached (I can't stop myself) and that he won't like me in person, which means I'll end up getting hurt again.