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i hate myself
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I secretly hate it when she comments him and wants to hang out with him. I don't like feeling jealous - I mean he's my boyfriend of 5 months and we're super happy and I know that the feeling is mutal between us. It's just I could really do without the whole "heyyy when we gonna hang out...I'm free this friday." Jamie lee go find another cock to suck!! and leave my boyfriend ALONE.
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ofcourse he or she does, half of it is probalby just bieng cold to convince themselves to move on for whatever reason
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i hate her so much.
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I HATE EVERYONE
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I love my closest friends, but so many of them have done the stereotypical girl thing of manipulating and toying with a guy. I'm not one to judge, but I hate when they talk about it and ask me how I feel because I simply don't relate to manipulation and mind games.
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Almost a year later and I'm still not over you. I hate this process.
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I know he's a playboy. I know he hurt me in the past. I know the only reason he would ever date me now is because of my looks. I know if he ever dated me, it would be highly unlikely that our relationship would ever work out.
But yet, I can't stop what I'm feeling for him. Which, I don't even know what I am feeling for him. Before, I thought I'd try to get him to date me for revenge (and then I'd later break up with him after he got attached to me), but I stopped that thought. That's just not the type of person I am. After that, I figured the only reason I wanted him to date me was because I just wanted to see if our personality types would work: an outgoing playboy and a shy, innocent, tomboy who wouldn't ever give up her virginity willingly until she was married.
But if that was the only reason I wanted him to date me, then why do I constantly think so much about him? Why does my heart speed up whenever he talks to me or is even near me? Why do I want him to notice me?
I know it's nothing more than a crush, if it's even that, but I don't understand why, out of all the boys, I would choose him. Especially because a few years ago, I hated him with a passion.
I just can't understand why I'm so attracted to him. Why I'm so attracted to playboys.
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You have no choice: You *always* do "whatever the f*ck you want". Every minute of every day you choose what to do and do the thing you pick.
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i hate that there are advertisements on whisperz now
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You are done with me.
I hate how I set myself up for this.
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And I hate when things are over -
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My fears are what make me stronger.
To overcome them, each and every single one, would make me the strongest person in my world.
So that's what I'm going to do.
I'm going to lose my fear for him.
I'm going to lose my fear for loss.
I'm going to lose my fear for rejection.
I'm going to lose my fear for the past. <-- that's the biggest, honestly.
I'm tired of feeling like I'm not worth anything just because of the past.
I'm tired of letting it drag me down.
I'm tired of looking at people hurt themselves and thinking about how that could be me.
So I'm done.
I'm done not believing in myself.
I'm done not being who I want to be.
I'm done with feeling like shxx.
I'm done being a pretender.
Wanna know the truth?
-I feel like shxx 90% of the time, and I don't know why and so I don't act it.
-I randomly get really depressed and all I do is cry. And I hate that.
-All I do is wish. But I can never make my wishes a reality.
-I want to be average. I want to struggle. I want to be an ordinary no-life. Then maybe some people wouldn't get mad at me so much.
- I used to be suicidal. I knew exactly how I was going to kill myself and what I would say in my good bye letters. (All the important people in my life would get a letter to themselves, then everyone else who wasn't as important would get a couple sentences in a giant letter.)
-I can fake happiness too easily. No one knew I was suicidal until I told them, even after I had already attempted it and failed.
-I just want a happy family. I want at least three kids, if not more, for me to give up my time to. And I want a husband to love me.
-I just want love. I want to be someone's hero. I want someone to look up to me one day.
And, I guess all I'm trying to say is... I'm changing. Finally.
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i kind of sort of hate you a lot sometimes too.
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"Somedays, I hate everything. Everyone and everything. Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now..."
It's not okay. I am not okay. It won't be okay until you fix it. So get to getting cause it's already eating me alive.
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i'm 17. i like being 17. i just don't like living at home. i like having a large group of friends in their mid-twenties, but i hate having to defend that to my parents. agh. less than a year and i should be out of here.
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remember what made you fall in love with her. love is something that never changes its forever, good, bad, ugly, fat, skinny whatever. if you feel this way about your wife, did you really love her unconditionally from the start?
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i kind of sort of hate you a lot.
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I think that you can be a very unique person. Just you're so convinced that you're ordinary that you can't figure that out.
Feel good about yourself, feel handsome, feel confident.
Maybe then you will realize you are very good looking or smart, or unique, or whatever YOU wanna feel like.
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i hate that feeling where your eyes feel so...raw? (or something along those lines, maybe not as harsh) after youve been crying! gah! i need to stop crying!