To Demon in Love and T. I was the one that was going to ask the girl out yesterday. Thanks for showing an interest, but I'm afraid it didn't go so well. She's very shy and withdrawn, which is part of the reason I like her so much. But I've had a terrible time reading her, I don't know what she is thinking at all beneath the surface. Still, I thought all the signs were there, but when I asked her, all I got was, "Can I think about it?"

So now I'm at a loss. There is no answer, even when I talk to her now, not a "yes" or a "no", just the same old ambiguity but without any sense of hope to support it. I feel a little winded right now... T_T

I don't know what to do next, talking to her is a little hard because things feel awkward now.

To him, all I was, was a way to get out frustration and lust. It was just sex. But with you, it really is making love.

I had a dream last night
We drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights
I wish you could have seen us
Begging for change to get home
Or at least San Francisco
Let's put a ten on the high card
And spend a summer on the West Coast
You wore that red shirt that I love
I sang the songs that I wrote you
We laughed our way down the beaches
As we danced around the issue

Down and to the left
(Here's a map and a pen; this place you pointed at)
Be California's best
(All I ask, all I ask)

And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to
Dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories

We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you
I'll never go back to Georgia
Not at least till I have to

Down and to the left
(Here's the map and the pen; the place you pointed at)
Be California's best
(All I ask, all I ask)

And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to
Dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories
Memories

I had a dream last night
We drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights

And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to
Dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories

We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
(Memories)
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
(Memories)
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you
(Memories)
I'll never go back to Georgia
Not at least till I have to

Down and to the left

if love was easy it wouldant be worth fighting fore,

I don't love her. I don't know why I'm still going out with her. The one I love is hundreds of miles away. I've loved her for 4 years now. but after I moved I couldn't stand the long distance relationship.

I'm so happy for you, Love, and so proud of you for turning this all to your benefit. I can't wait to witness it, and go through it with you!

Why does he love me?

i love that too. too bad i never have a chance to go to any of those places.

I think I'm in love

i have the most wonderful plans for my friends- dreams of happy lives, fulfilling careers and true loves. but i care more about their futures than my own.